finally get what justice means for me after all these years

ok so I've been reading tarot for like 4 years now and justice always felt so... idk, courtroom-y? like I never really connected with it the way I do with other cards

but something clicked last week. I was going through a really hard situation at work where I had to decide whether to report a coworker for something they did. kept pulling justice in every reading about it

I always thought justice was about external things - like the universe punishing bad people or whatever. but I finally realized it's about ME making choices that I can live with. it's not asking if someone else will face consequences, it's asking if I'm being true to my own values

ended up reporting it btw. felt terrifying but also... right? like I could look at myself in the mirror

anyway just wanted to share because I know some people find this card hard to connect with. it took me years but now I actually appreciate when it shows up